COULD IT BE YOU?


Chapter Seven: Together Again


Kate arrived at the hotel early in the afternoon. She headed immediately to Joe’s room. Security wasn’t a problem. She was the one who had made the arrangements and everyone connected with the tour knew her. Hopefully, going to Joe’s room first would allow her not to see Josh alone until she felt stronger. If she did see Josh, she’d either dissolve into tears or melt into his arms. Neither seemed appropriate. She knocked lightly on Joe’s door.

It was not Joe who answered. It was Josh’s unsmiling face that appeared at the door.

“Oh, I thought this was---”

“Joe’s room,” Josh finished for her. “We traded. C’mon in.”

“I--I don’t think so. I---”

Josh grabbed her hand as she backed away and pulled her into the room. Backing her against the door, he placed a hand on either side of her head, neatly trapping her. He leaned in so their faces were inches apart. All the emotions rolling through him were visible in his turbulent blue eyes: frustration, hurt, anger, even his pleasure in seeing her again.

“Josh, I---”

“What excuse are you gonna give me for trying to disappear on me?” His eyes bored into hers. “Loss of professionalism? Maybe cowardice?”

Kate lowered her gaze only to find his tight mouth. That was a mistake. His mouth hadn’t become any less kissable since they’d been a part -- and she wanted to taste him so badly...

His lips kicked up at the corners when he read her expression. “Go ahead,” he challenged softly. “Or do you want me to kiss you so it can be my fault?”

Bravely, Kate raised her face with Josh meeting her half-way.

Josh collapsed his arms against the door to press against her. The tender kiss quickly escalated to a hungry, seeking embrace when he felt her arms close about him.

“Damn you!” he whispered fiercely as he nipped his way down her throat. “Why did you do this to us? Was loving me so scary?”

“No...I love you...I’m so sorry...I panicked...I thought maybe I was wrong...Then Olivia called me in and I....” Words tumbled out making no sense.

“I should have been the first one you called. You knew I’d protect you.”

“I didn’t want to put you in that position---”

“Did you think I’d just let you go? You had to know I’d come after you.”

“You didn’t have time---”

Josh muttered an expletive she didn’t even realized he used. “I’d have made the time.”

“Josh...” Her hands slid up his chest to rest against his neck. She lifted her face for another kiss and he didn’t hesitate.

“My sweet baby...” He slipped a hand inside the blazer she wore to cup one plump breast, stroking with his thumb until the nipple peaked. “Katie, I want you...”

“No...” She pushed him back gently. “I came here to talk to all of you.”

He withdrew his hand. “Not until you tell me what’s going on. Are you coming back?”

“Through the rest of the tour.”

And us?”

Kate shook her head. “I don’t know where we fit---”

“How can you say that? You just said you love me.”

“Is it enough?”

“It is for me.”

“Josh, please...”

He moved away from the door and opened it. “You’re mine. That’s all there is to it.” Once heading down the corridor, Josh muttered, “I can’t believe you were going to see Joe first. Did you think he’d protect you? From me?”

“All I know is I didn’t want to face you first off.”

“Chicken,” he accused.

“Uh-huh.”

They looked at each other and grinned.

“We’ll be okay, Katie Beth,” he assured her. Looping an arm about her shoulders, he pulled her to his side and gave her a hard kiss. When she didn’t resist, he knew it was going to be all right.

“I did tell Olivia if I came back and you wanted me---”

“I want and need you---”

“I was yours.”

“All mine, baby. All mine.”


When Kate and Josh entered Chris’ room, the others were already gathered. Each of the four hugged Kate and had words of sympathy and encouragement.

“You doin’ okay?” Joe asked, being the last one to hug her.

“I’m pulling it together,” Kate answered. “Okay is the best I can do right now.”

Each person took a seat. Josh pulled Kate down next to him on the edge of the bed. The movement was not lost on Chris.

“So, what’s the verdict?” Chris started.

“If you guys want me back, I’ll stay for the rest of the tour,” Kate told them.

Lake, Lansten, and Joe chimed in with affirmation.

“So, you’ll be here for us.”

“Yes.”

“Will you be here for JC?”

Josh stiffened beside her. “Chris---”

“We talked it over, C. It’d be fantastic to have Kate back with us, but we gotta know the impact it’ll have on you.”

“Guys---” Josh protested.

Kate took Josh’s hand in hers. “It’s okay,” she assured him. “I’m glad you guys think enough of Josh to put him first.”

“Did they threaten you, baby?” Josh wanted to know.

Kate shook her head. “Not exactly. She made me feel dirty for falling in love with one of my clients. She doesn’t know you as people, just commodities. I was feeling pretty weak. It was just a proximity thing to her, a tour romance. Since this was my first tour gig, she decided I wasn’t cut out for this job.”

“You’ve been fantastic,” Lansten told her.

“Thank you, but I committed a cardinal sin -- I fell in love.”

“Didn’t feel like sin,” Josh murmured, gazing lovingly at Kate. “It felt like heaven.”

Joe announced, “We’re still here.”

Kate laughed. “Anyway, to answered you question, Chris. Yes, I’m here for Josh, too.”

Josh’s arm went around her waist and Kate had never felt so safe.

“Now, I have a question for all of you,” Kate began. “How will you all feel about my being here as Josh’s lover? Are you going to be comfortable with it? Because if you aren’t, we have to rethink my being here.”

“But we’ve known for months you two have been in love,” Lake pointed out.

“Yes, but we’ll be sharing a room. I see no reason for us to have separate rooms.” Kate felt Josh stiffen as if ready for a confrontation. “There’ll be some different privacy issues to deal with.”

“You’ll still be our friend, right?” Lansten asked.

“Of course, I’m still your friend.”

“The it’s okay with me.” Lansten’s vote was positive.

“We’ve seen JC develop a jealous streak...Can we still dance together?” Joe asked.

“I’ve pretty much gotten over the green-eyed monster since Kate said she loved me,” Josh stated. “If Kate wants to dance with you, it’s okay with me.”

“Lake?” Kate indicated the youngest of her friends.

“I’m cool with it,” he answered without hesitation.

“Chris?”

“I’ve never had a problem with it.”

Kate gave him a warm smile. “No, you never did, did you?”

Joe jumped to his feet. “Let’s go get rid of weasel man!”

Josh pulled Kate to her feet and the others followed suit.

“All in favor of me sending Jameson packing say ‘aye’!” Kate cried.

“Aye!” came from all five men.


Patrick Jameson did not like the fact Kate Nicoletti had returned. As far as he was concerned, she was old news. She had been very thorough and everyone in the entourage seemed like and respect her
-- but that was before she had involved herself with one of the group.

“I never would have resigned if I thought they’d send a sanctimonious prig like you.’’ Was Kate’s opening salvo.

All five of the guys gaped at the small woman. She’d always been tough and protective of them, but against one of her own?...

“You can’t live day in and day out on the road with people you want to distance yourself from. You sure as hell don’t get any kind of cooperation.”

Jameson stood uncomfortably as Kate circled him, dressing him down.

“And who are you to be looking down at the men who pay your salary?”

“Nicoletti---”

“Be on the next plane home, Jameson.”

“I was assigned---”

“Consider yourself unassigned. If you don’t believe me, call Olivia.”

“I will do just that.”

Kate handed him her cellphone. “Be my guest.”

As they waited for the call to go through, Josh stepped behind Kate, placing his hands on her shoulders. Joe and Chris stood on either side of her, arms crossed. Lansten and Lake moved in to show their support. All in all, the six of them presented a united front.

Jameson spoke in low tones, putting his back to them. He stiffened and gave a curt, “I see,” before he rung off.

“Well?” Joe demanded.

“I’m to fill Nicoletti in, then return to the office,” Jameson answered dully.

Josh was incredulous. “Fill her in? On what? All you’ve been doing is implementing what Kate had already done.”

“Don’t be so smug, Nicoletti, this’ll be your last assignment,” Jameson threatened.

That didn’t go over with Joe. “You little bug---”

Kate halted her friend with a calming hand, then addressed Jameson. “My resignation is effective at the end of this tour.”

“Then she’ll be traveling with us as part of the entourage,” Josh added. As his wife, if he had anything to say about it.

Chris extended his hand for Kate’s phone. Grudgingly, Jameson handed it over.

“I won’t be able to leave until tomorrow morning,” Jameson announced.

“Not a problem. Kate can bunk with me,” Josh stated. “Or I can share with one of the guys and Kate can have my room.”

Kate leaned back against Josh. “Oh, I think we can share.”

Jameson snorted inelegantly, clearly disapproving of the entire matter, but no one was paying any attention to him.

Josh turned Kate in his arms and kissed her soundly.

“This calls for a celebration!” Joe cried. “We got our Kate back!”

“I’ll order the pizza,” Kate promised. “About forty-five minutes in our room.”

Joe winked at her. “Now, aren’t you glad I asked JC to trade rooms?”

“Wha?...You set me up!” Kate was astounded. Joe had always been her ally and friend.

“Guilty as charged.”

“Well, I’ll be...” She shook her head, still disbelieving.

“You forgive me?” Joe asked contritely.

As if she’d believe he was sorry! “Never.” She reached up to kiss his cheek. “Thank you, Joe. You are a good friend.”


After the pizza, they all went for the pre-concert sound check and the meet and greet with some fans. As per usual, Kate stayed with security.

“I know it’s her,” a blonde teenage girl pointed at Kate.

“She doesn’t really look the same,” her equally blonde friend stated.

“I’m gonna ask.”

When the girls got up to the table, the first one asked Josh, “That’s your girlfriend from the video, right?”

Josh looked up to see her indicating Kate. “Yes, it is,” he replied, signing the picture the girl had placed in front of him.

“She looked hotter in the video,” the second girl commented.

“You think so?” Was his non-committal answer as he signed her picture as well.

“Is she your real life girl friend?” the first one asked.

“Yes, she’s my lady.” The term ‘girlfriend’ didn’t do justice to the way he felt about Kate.

“I loved the way she had you all drooling in that video. Think she’d sign, too?”

“We can ask.” Josh waved Kate over to the table. When she came to his side, he slid an arm around her waist. “Kate, meet one of your fans.”

“My...what?” Kate was taken-aback.

“I think it’s great how you had everyone of them eating out of your hand in the video,” the first girl gushed.

“It’s just make believe,” Kate told her.

“They way JC looked at you wasn’t make believe.”

“No, it wasn’t,” Josh murmured. Even he had been surprised at the amount of heat they generated on film.

The teenager thrust her picture at Kate. “Can I have your autograph, too?”

“Mine? Whatever for?”

“Please?”

Kate took the picture and borrowed the pen from Josh. Neatly under his scrawled signature, she wrote ‘Kate Nicoletti’.

“A star is born,” Josh murmured as he heard a whisper run through the crowd about ‘the hot girl from the video’ being there.

“I think you’d better grab a chair.”

“No way. I---”

“It is you!” Yet another teenager pointed at Kate. “My boyfriend says he doesn’t mind me watching that video, because he has something to look at, too!” The girl handed Kate a still from the video where Kate was dancing with Joe and Josh was trying to get her to partner him.

“Get Katie a chair and a pen!” Josh called.


Kate took a seat between Lansten and Josh. Much to her surprise, she ended up chatting about the making of the video. Did she know all the guys? Was she really JC’s girlfriend? Amazingly enough, most fans were glad they were a happy couple. The most popular photo set in front of Kate was the one where she had jumped on Josh’s back, just before he had tuned the tables on her.

“It looks like you had a lot of fun,” one girl stated.

“We did,” Kate assured her.


At the end of the session, Kate’s hand was tired. She still found it difficult to believe someone had wanted her autograph and wanted to talk with her. A couple of teenage boys had even flirted with her.

“I told you you had star potential,” Lansten reminded her as they headed back to the hotel for a brief rest before the concert. “Your look, your voice, you’ve got the whole package.”

“Well...I am unemployed in a few months...” Kate pretended to consider it.

“As long as you realize you’d still be traveling with us,” Josh told her.

“How so?”

“We’re the six musketeers now,” Joe pointed out. “Five guys and a girl.” The same phrase he had used when they filmed the video.

Kate shook her head. “I prefer behind the scenes. I didn’t like the ‘hurry up and wait’ of video. I don’t care for all the lights and glitz -- and who would choose my wardrobe? I shudder to think!”

Josh smiled. “And I don’t think I liked the way those boys were drooling all over you.”

“Well, it’s about time! I swear if I hear one more girl talk about your ‘dreamy eyes’, I’ll hurl.”

That sent laughter throughout the car.



It had been nearly two weeks since he’d come off the stage after a performance and found Kate in the wings. Josh thought as he wiped his face on a towel. As always, he was drenched in perspiration. He removed the microphone equipment and stripped off his over-shirt, leaving the black tank-top on.

“Kate!” he called as he shucked his pants and grabbed a pair of baggy jeans to replace them.

“Yes, your lordship?” Kate quipped at being summoned in such a demanding tone.

“Ah, baby, don’t be like that,” he crooned. He pulled her to him and kissed her breathless. “I can’t wait to get back to our room,” he whispered, his lips on the delicate flesh below her ear.

Kate could feel him growing hard against her stomach.

Josh bit at her neck, knowing he was making her anxious as well. “It’s been too long, Katie.”

“Come on, you guys!” Joe called. “Let’s ride.”

Josh grinned down at Kate as they fell in behind Joe. “Now that’s a thought...”

“Control yourself, Joshua Scott,” Kate quipped.

“Only for a little while longer,” he reminded her. “I plan on losing control real soon.”


In the limo, Josh pulled Kate onto his lap. He ran his hand up and down her thigh, keeping her as hungry as he was.

“I think that’s the best performance we’ve had in weeks,” Lake stated. “It’s gotta be havin’ Kate back.”

“Gotta be,” Josh murmured against her neck.

“Not one major mess-up,” Lansten added.

“Admit it,” Joe announced. “We all do better when we know Kate’s here.”

“This is my last tour, guys,” Kate reminded them.

“I doubt that.” Joe looked meaningfully at Josh, who only had eyes for Kate.

“Her last tour as our wrangler,” Josh amended.

“But I’ll make sure you get someone you can work with. I’ll make Olivia have me interview them, if I have to,” Kate assured them. “No one like Jameson is gonna slip under this girl’s radar. You guys deserve better than that.”

“I just loved the look on that guy’s face when you trounced him,” Chris chuckled.

“I’d never seen you be such a bitch before,” Lake laughed. “It was pretty awesome!”

“I don’t think you should be calling my lady a bitch,” Josh stated. He remembered how the nicknames Kate had been given had hurt her feelings.

“Well, I was one. That’s exactly how I wanted Jameson to see me,” Kate defended Lake’s assessment. “I’m not a spineless weenie like Patrick Jameson.”

Everyone laughed at that.

“Besides, he got exactly what he deserved. The snob usually travels with an elitist crowd, classical pianist is his usual client.

“We musta really freaked him,” Lansten laughed.

“Especially the way you dress.” Kate grinned. “He’s more into tuxedos and chess.”

“Yeah, he didn’t want to play foosball with us,” Lake told her.

“I’m surprised you asked. You never let me play.”

Joe snorted. “You know why, too.”

Josh was no longer in the conversation, concentrating on teasing Kate by moving his hand between her thighs.

Kate’s hand stopped him from reaching his destination. “Be good,” she warned him quietly.

“I plan to be very good to you tonight, baby,” he murmured against her ear, nipping at it, then running his tongue along the shell. He could feel her quiver and was glad he could unnerve her. Kate could be such a cool customer; he loved seeing her go wild.

“Are we there yet?” she whispered breathlessly.

“Almost, sweetheart. Almost.”


“I won’t even ask if you two want to hang out,” Joe said to Josh as the group stepped off the elevator. It would take a blind man not to see the couple wanted to be alone in the worst way -- and even a blind man could feel the heat. “See you tomorrow morning.”

“Night all!” Kate waved as Josh pulled her towards their room.

It had been too damned long since they made love, Josh thought as he hurried Kate along the corridor. Ten nights, he hadn’t held himself inside her, listening to her soft whimpers of pleasure as he drove into her. Kate being Kate was enough to make him hot, but the extra adrenaline from the show and their separation had him ready to explode.

Fumbling with the key card, he opened the door and rushed them in. Without bothering with lights he backed her against the door.

“I hope you’re as ready as I am,” he growled against her throat.

“Oh, yes!’’ Kate gasped as his hands moved beneath her shirt.

It took mere seconds for him to rid her of her shirt and bra. Bending his head, he suckled her breasts until she squirmed and begged, “ Josh, please...”

“I aim to, Katie.” As he kissed her, mating his tongue to hers, his hands were busy unfastening her jeans. He shoved them down until she could kick free. Lifting her against the door, he guided her legs around his waist. He trailed his fingers along the inside of her thighs. One hand found the dampness of her panties between her legs and rubbed there.

“Josh...” Kate whimpered, her arms tightening around his neck. “Please...”

“There’s something I gotta do.” He unwrapped her legs then her arms.

Bereft of his body against hers, Kate’s feet touched the floor. She giggled when she realized she was naked, save her panties and sandals. “You’re over-dressed for this party.”

Josh grinned. “I guess I am.”

Kate helped him remove his shirt, grazing his nipples with her fingernails, knowing full well it made him crazy. Toeing off his shoes, he divested himself of pants, boxer-briefs, and socks in one smooth movement.

Once again, Josh backed Kate against the door as he captured her mouth. His hands stroked her with light touches everywhere, fueling her frenzy once more. His mouth moved down her throat, taking little love nips as he made a path downward. He nibbled and suckled at her nipples once more. Still lower, he skated his mouth to her stomach, to her navel. Dropping to his knees, he peeled her panties down her legs, removing them and her shoes with an economy of motion -- until she stood trembling and naked before him. A light might have been good. The faint light from the far bedside stand was too meager. He’d love to see her so aroused and needy. One hand moved up her calf, lifting her leg to drape over his shoulder, opening her to him.

“Josh?”

“I’ve just gotta taste you, Katie. Last time you were too new...I don’t wanna wait anymore.”

“Josh!” Kate felt his hands between her thighs, parting her. Thank God for the door or she would have fallen. Nothing she had ever experienced prepared her for the hot shock of his tongue. “Oh!”

“Oh, God, baby! You’re sweet here, too.”

Josh continued to lap and nibble at her center, causing shock-waves through her. She was climbing new heights and was afraid of falling. She gripped at his shoulders as she felt herself tense, until she thought she just might break apart.. Then it hit her -- a starburst of hot pleasure. “Oooh, Josh!...”

“That’s it, baby. Let it go!” he urged as she shook with the power of her ecstasy.

Josh moved back up her body, carrying her legs around his hips. He thrust into her, her insides clutching at him in the last contraction of her release. “Jeeze, baby, you’re so hot...so tight and wet...” He pulled back and titled her hips a little then moved even deeper.

“Oh!” Kate didn’t imagine it could get any better than their first night together. She had wanted to die with the pleasure of it! Now, she discovered it could indeed be improved upon. “I won’t break.” She nipped at his ear then soothed it with her tongue. “Harder...Faster,” she urged.

Josh accommodated her, pumping into her forcefully, his hips slamming into her like a jackhammer.

“Josh!...Oh, Josh...Ooohh!...”

Her body clenched him, milking him as he released himself into her.

“Oh, Katie baby...” he groaned as he shoved into her one last time.

The hot wave of ultimate pleasure swept both of them into its molten vortex.

It took a long moment before they could breathe.

Josh lowered his head to kiss her mouth tenderly. “I love you,” he whispered against her neck, feeling her still shiver with awareness.

Kate took a shuddering breath. “How did you manage to improve on perfection?”

“Didn’t you know? Love gets better with practice.”

She shook her head. “It can’t. I’ll die if it gets any better.”

“No. But the French call it the ‘little death’.”

Josh stepped back so he could sweep her up in his arms. He made his way to the bed and set her on her feet. He stripped back the bedspread and covers. Urging her to the mattress, he lay next to her. Unhurriedly, they shared soft kisses and exchanged loving touches. Now, that the first explosion was over, they could take their time in loving each other.

“Mmm...baby, I love it when you do that...makes me crazy,” he murmured when she scratched her nails over his flat nipples.

“I know.” Kate dipped her head to lick at them.

Josh groaned his pleasure. He dropped his head back to the pillows as she continued her foray down his torso. He had guessed Kate had a talent for seduction and he had been oh-so right. Her hands and mouth were working magic on him. His body forgot he’d just had the best sex of his life only moments earlier!

“Kate!” he moaned when her tongue swirled at the tip of his manhood, then licked him up and down like a long-lasting sucker. “Oh, baby...” Soft hands cupped his sacs as her lips sank on him, taking him into her mouth. Damn, but she was good. He could feel himself getting closer...

“No, Katie.” Josh eased her head up, bringing her face to his. He kissed her tenderly as he drew her beneath him. “I want to be in you when I let go.”

“But you...to me?...”

“I had to...I needed to taste you.” His hand moved down her body caressing and fondling until it moved between her legs. He tested her readiness. By the sharp intake of breath and her wetness, he knew it wouldn’t be long before they made love again. He slid a finger into her.

Kate could barely find her voice, his fingers were so very talented. “I--I thought guys liked that,” she quizzed. In another second she wouldn’t even remember her own name!

“We do...I do...just not tonight, sweetheart.”

Kate pulled at his shoulders. “Please, now, Josh!”

This time he eased into her slowly, letting her feel every inch of his love.

“Oh!”

Josh kept up his slow, easy pace until Kate became impatient, clamping her legs around him, thrusting her hips up on his downward stroke.

“I think my Katie likes it a little rough,” he taunted, enjoying her eagerness thoroughly.

“Shut up,” she said through clenched teeth when he held back. “Come on!’’ she demanded.

“Make me.”

Kate shoved at his shoulders and rolled atop him. Bracing herself with her hands on his chest, she rode him.

“That’s it, baby...Yeah, like that...” Josh encouraged her to be his bold, uninhibited lover. He stroked her thighs and breasts as she moved on him. “My beautiful wild Katie...”

“Josh!...” she cried, her body clenching around him as the hot incoming tide of rapture took over once more.

Grabbing her hips, he thrust upwards once...twice...”Katie baby!...” he groaned as he took his own release.

Kate collapsed on his chest, trembling and fully sated.

After a long moment, Josh shifted Kate to his side and reached to pull the covers over their damp bodies. He kissed her hair, her cheek and stroked her soothingly. Kate was really something in and out of bed. She was amazing in both places.

“I’ll hafta remember you don’t like it gentle,” he mused. “Who’da guessed a little thing like you likes it hard and deep?”

Kate tweaked the hair on his chest and watched him wince. “It’s not nice to make fun of me, you know.”

He kissed her forehead. “You just surprise me, that’s all, baby. You’re so tiny...”

“I like it when I can almost feel you in my throat,” she confessed softly. “It’s like...I don’t know...You’re in me and I’m filled with you and...” She didn’t know how to express how it felt to hold him in her body, that they were one...

Josh held her close to his heart. “It’s like for that time we’re together...really together, one.”

She nodded.

“Me. too, baby. I love the way I feel when I’m inside you, when you hold me...and when I let myself go in you...It’s just damn fantastic!”

The wonder in his voice was conviction enough for Kate. She nuzzled his chest. “I love you.”

“Mmm...baby, I love you so much....”

At that moment, Josh’s eyes fell on the box of condoms on the bedside table -- the unused box of condoms! He groaned. In his rush to make love to Kate, he had forgotten all about protection!

“Kate, I forgot to protect you,” he announced softly, preparing himself for a tirade.

Kate looked at the worry and concern on his face. She lifted her head to kiss his frown away. “We both forgot. I am just responsible for it as you are.” She felt too happy, too good and well-loved to worry about it. She couldn’t change what had happened even if she wanted to -- and she didn’t want to. “As long as you don’t have some horrible disease to pass on, it’s okay.”

“You sure?”

“Mmm...hmm.” She snuggled against him sleepily.

“What if you get pregnant?”

“Then we’ll be parents,” she sighed, then closed her eyes. She was quickly asleep, all the activity of the day -- and night catching up with her.

Lucky for him Kate didn’t see the satisfied smile on Josh’s face. A guy could only hope...


Kate woke hours later and found herself neatly trapped in her sleeping lover’s embrace. She was on her back with Josh lying on his side, facing her. One of his long legs pinned hers to the mattress. One arm clamped around her middle. It was if he feared her disappearing while he slept.

With a gentle finger, she reached up to smooth the worry lines on his forehead. Those were new.. Before he had always looked so peaceful and young when he slept. She suspected she had put those creases there, her indecision, her cowardice, her lack of faith.

“I’m so sorry, Josh,” she whispered.

Slowly, Josh opened his eyes and saw Kate’s sad expression. “What’s wrong, baby?”

“I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize how much I hurt you---”

“Shhh...Katie, it’s behind us now.”

“No, it’s not.”

“It is. I swear it. I’m not blaming---”

Kate placed silencing fingers across his lips. “Let me finish.”

Josh nipped at her fingertips. “I mean it, Kate. I don’t want you beating yourself up about this. You were under a lot of pressure from all sides. God, I don’t see how you held up so well!”

“I didn’t. I ran.”

“Outa self-preservation.”

“I ran from the one person I needed to be running to.”

“Ah, sweetheart...” He stroked her cheek. “At least, you realize that.”

Her soft eyes misted with tears. “I just crumpled. I held it together when Olivia started accusing me of whatever it was, then I fell apart. I just wanted to run away -- and I did. I didn’t stop to think about who I was hurting...Those two times you called -- I was there. I just couldn’t...”

“Ah, baby, stop.” Josh pressed her face against his chest to comfort her.

“I--I just wanted to hide somewhere and be miserable.” Her tears were flowing hot and steady. “I’d lost Mama. I’d lost my job, a job I’m damned good at. I was sure I’d lose you, too.”

“Not a chance,” he assured her.

She lifted her head and swiped at the tears with her fingers. “I was like a wounded animal. I wasn’t rational. The things Olivia said...”

“What did she say?” He had some bones to pick with Olivia Hamilton. They were going to have a long chat when he got back to Orlando.

“She made it sound like I had lied to her about us from the start. The last time she and I discussed you, you were barely talking to me. She didn’t seem to see how we could be barely speaking and lovers in such a short time. Then she acted like I must have pursued you since you’ve never been exactly the lothario type.”

“She should’ve seen how I chased you.”

“Then she supposed it was a shallow tour thing. Then there was the age difference---”

“Age,” he grumbled. “Doesn’t anybody give me credit for maturity?”

“I do.”

He gave her a lop-sided smile. “Now you do.” It’d hadn’t been so long ago Kate had made the years difference in their ages a unbreechable chasm. “What else, Kate?”

“The company’s reputation would be damaged because I slept with a client.”

“We slept together before we ever made love.” Sleeping together had been away to comfort each other with the other’s nearness.

“But do you think anyone would truly believe that?”

“People who really know us would.”

“I think Olivia thought it was all about proximity and sex.”

“Baby, she was dead wrong. It’s all about loving each other.”

Kate grinned impishly. “Well, I did have to practically beg you to do the deed. Does that make me a wanton?”

Josh had to chuckle at the archaic word and Kate’s ability to bounce back. Then he became serious. “If you hadn’t been the woman I love, I wouldn’t have hesitated. But I wanted a future with you, not just sex.” He thought for a moment. “And I don’t think ‘wanton’ is a word I’d use to describe you. Curious and generous are better descriptions -- and it was great for my male ego.”

Kate stroked a hand over his rumpled hair. “I think you needed some of that after your last girlfriend.”

Josh said a silent ‘amen’ to that. The other woman had been a ball-buster. No wonder he was attracted by sweet Kate.

“You know how to give me what I need when I need it,” she told him honestly.

Josh smiled. “So do you, Katie.”

Nuzzling her neck, he felt her arms come about him. It was wonderful to feel no hesitation in her. When he lifted his head once more, she stroked his cheek, tenderness glowing in her honey-brown eyes. Turning his head, he pressed an opened mouth kiss into her palm. Right at this very moment, he knew what true contentment was.

“Josh, you’d better go back to sleep. We have a five-thirty wake-up call.”

“Hey, you’re the one who likes these late night chats.”

Kate stiffened at his words. “I can’t sleep when my mind is whirling. I can always find another place to bunk if I disturb you, sleeping beauty.”

“That's not happenin’ and you damn well know it.”

“I do, do I?” she challenged.

Josh grinned at her. “Yes, you do, Katie.”

She lifted her mouth to his, her body flowed up to meet his. Every inch of skin that could make contact did. Her hands slid up his back to his neck and locked. Her tongue lured his into her mouth where she sucked it lightly. Josh groaned into her mouth as his hands moved to stroke her body. He hardened swiftly.

Tearing his mouth from hers, he demanded huskily, “Didn’t you just say we needed some sleep?” She had to know how hot she was making him.

Breathlessly, she murmured, “Okay. I’ll stop.”

When she tried to roll over to her side of the bed, he held her down. “Let’s not make a habit of this -- getting me all hot and bothered and then saying ‘okay, let’s quit’.”

“You were the one who was complaining,” she pointed out.

He skimmed one hand down her leg, then lifted it to make room for his body between her thighs. Kate give a little gasp when his erection nudged at her entrance. “A guy doesn’t sleep real well in this condition.”

Kate nipped at his lips playfully. “I’ve got the cure for what ails you.”

Josh lowered his mouth a fraction of an inch from hers. “That you do, sweetheart. That you do.”



[Could It Be You?] [Characters and Lyrics] [Introduction: Our Story Begins] [Chapter One: Getting to Know Kate] [Chapter Two: In Pursuit of Kate] [Chapter Three: Common Sense Takes A Vacation] [Chapter Four:Could It Really Be You?] [Chapter Five: A Love to Lean On] [Chapter Six: Where Is Kate?] [Chapter Seven: Together Again] [Chapter Eight: Unison] [The End of the Beginning] [*N'satiable Fiction] [*N'satiable]